Haven't posted for a few days, mainly b/c right now I'm rollercoastin'.

Last couple of days I've felt good, sad, happy, wanting her back, feeling nothing, glad she's gone, then feelings of love etc etc etc.

I removed her gifts to me.
Haven't given it to her as she finds an excuse everytime I offer to drop off or ask her to pick up.

Yesterday she was sending several texts with smileys etc, asking non-important/irrelevant things. I kept it short and simple, and conv died out.
Today nothing though.

I guess I'm doing relativly good, I'm not initiating contact and I don't feel a strong need to either.
I went to dinner with friends.
Done stuff at home.
Went out and about.
Talked to strangers.

This w/e I'm thinking of going out of town a couple of days all alone, just for the sake of being alone and GAL'ing.

Together for 8,5 years.
S2
Interest in OM.
She left 29.09.12 b/c we couldn't work things out.
No signs of OM, not digging.
Living in seperate homes, sharing custody.