Wife texts me this morning, "have a nice flight". She rarely texts from work and hasn't initiated where there wasn't something more that needed to be comunicated... Thought to myself this is a good sign:). I am at least on her mind in a positive way...
Get to hotel late and see an email from W. How she is trying to write me an email telling me exactly what is on her mind and heart but just can't come up with the words. Says it is driving her crazy... Says again have a good trip then thanks me for a nice night out last Saturday...
Early on in our separation she said she would do this, try to identify where we went wrong. Trying not to read too much in this either positive or negative, hoping for positive... But I obviously am having a hard time focusing today... Wait and see...
I would rather feel pain then never feel at all... Separated 3/2012 T 34 yrs M 27 yrs