Hi yes still here have just been reading the comments,didn't know where to find my posts! Thank you so much for all of the positive comments. Yes I am upbeat when I go out and I go out a lot because I don't want to be home. I keep very busy with a lot of activities and volunteer work. My grandchildren also live very close so I do a lot with them and a lot of close and supportive friends and family. I would just like my life back and strongly believe my husband will come back when the fog lifts. It's just very lonely at night when there's no one here. He moved out 14 months ago.