Wendylon Sounds like what you are doing is WORKING. Applause You are definitely in a different place to when you returned here. Re physical affection. It's getting cold in Blightie - when you next walk to a restaurant could you put your arm through his?
You also mentioned that sometimes he seems indifferent to you. I wonder if sometimes you are indifferent to him as well. Sometimes we get caught up in our Selves or something that we are concentrating on that the other person is less important to us on the outside. On the inside though they remain just as important. Do you think that might be true for your H? You and he may not be so different in terms of this. Just you are focusing on it. Just my thoughts