Realistic Optimist Hard At Work

[Just A Guy]

Soooooooo... Last night had a GREAT workout and came home to a great meal prepared by W. We sat to eat and then W started conversing about how I felt while she was gone and how she felt etc...

She told me that she missed me a lot but "In way like I miss my best friend". I know I am not supposed to take much stock in what she says and her missing me at all is better than some have. W proceeded to talk about some books she was reading and asked me about what books I have been looking into. She read a quote out of a book called "Too Good to Leave Too Bad to Stay" which she related to in regards to physical affections making her kinda uncomfortable right now and that if she feels that way that its time to leave the M according to the book..

I brushed it off, stayed posative and told her that although things look cloudy right now one thing I have learned is never to discount that anything can happen. there was a LOT more to the conversation as it was about 90 minutes long but the main thing is, I validated her points, I remained posative and I made sure to remain pressure free on any of my comments to her.

When we went to bed she grsped my hand. Felt good especially after she gave me the "I dont feel comfortabble with hysical touch right now" speech..

Our next MC session is Tuesday, I have a tingling suspission will be a tough session because we are getting to the point the MC wants to see some sort of sense of direction.. While I agree with her, right now I feel that the direction W will want to go is S... And if thats what needs to happen so be it.. W did say however that she does want to do some of the excersizes in the ILYBINILWY book. Hoping those will help a little..

So I feel a little down now trying to shake it off...