It does sound tough, afa, but persevere. You're on the right path and you still need to DB like crazy. I know how hard it feels when you've been at it for a while. Don't forget that it's a marathon.

Hang in there.

Me: 51
H: 52
T: 23 yrs
M: 19 yrs
S18, D16, S14 (special needs)
PA: 2003/2004
Piecing: 2004 on
Suspect H had EA: 8/2012-12/2012