Thanks for all the kind words guys. Today makes 14 days since they moved. Haven't had any contact with exw. Text and called my D a few times and she says she is ok. Sometimes I feel lonely but getting used to living alone. Yeap going through lots of emotions but feeling stronger everyday. Somedays I miss her some days I hate her. Right now just focusing on my finances and looking for work. Not so worried about that any more. The fear about money got the best of me but needed to breath and chill. On the up side, my house is clean very clean. It's how I like it. Little by little I'm making it my home. But one huge difference. I'm no longer in a rush to accomplish or achieve. That's very new for me but feels good to say eff it. That is a big change and liking it very much.
My next step is to see my D. I need to schedule visiting time. I know she's a teeager and may not want to hang with me. And I have deal with the rejection which I'm not good at. But I have to ask her to visit regularly even if she doesn't accept. I really miss her.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
