Journaling: My H came home this morning spewing how he has to turn away from his good family because the world is unfair (paraphrasing) I didn't want to hear it.

I told him to do what he felt he had to do for himself, but I do't want to hear his plans anymore.

I said don't think he's going about any of this the right way, but after all this time he going to do what he's going to do.

HE said "I will" do what I'm going to do and I wont loss my family, I'm doing this for my family. I looked at him and said I hope one day he will be able to really hear what your saying.

I said I don't want to hear it anymore! You will not talk to me like this anymore!

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!