The crack in my separated life...

[Sweetbriar]

I do agree that I will NOT let D know that I read the journal. I actually havent read it for about a year...becuase I never felt the need to. I just knew something wasnt right last night. I should also mention that she just leaves this huge 5 subject notebook (journal) laying in the middle of her bedroom floor...so she either wants me to know or just trusts me so much that she can leave it...

I know that the relationship her and I have right now is very important, so I dont want to ruin any of that!

Got another text from H this afternoon..now he wants to know if he can come stay at our house once a week with us and spend the night?

Although this would be great for the kids and him..it would tear me up to have him there knowing he is still with OW at other times. Also, I dont want to give a false hope to kids...BUT..I wonder if it will show him that we can get along and not fight all the time...making him start to see what he is missing??

Im confused.

I sent nice words in an email the other day and was nice on the phone today...does this mean he will want to take take take now??

How do I say NO to the request and still be nice and caring?