I am not sure how i would deal with the costant contact yet lack of affection. As i have read here somewhere "you don't know how tough you are until you have to be". We indeed are on our own journey of becoming stronger and in the end refined by fire...
Well, I did and do have some help in that certain "personalities" (the alien venomous spew monster, the petulant bratty girl, the control freak, etc) she shows completely turn me off...and for a while last winter I thought I had gone through andropause or something because "those feelings/drives" were NOT there, for any woman, much less W...
But when I get to see the glimpses of "old" W, and some of the improved W...well then it's all back again...
I guess what gets me through is keeping my focus on the big picture or war, not the small things or battles, and a good dose of stoic/warrior philosophy, and a LOT of GAL.
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
