Exercise your rights. She is denying your right to be with your child.
Put a stop to it.
No asking for forgiveness. No writing anything to her of that nature. Anything that can be used against you in court must be avoided. Record the conversations. Do communicate in writing.
Time to stop dancing to her tune.
If you keep with this path. You will become a glorified uncle who pays child support and alimony.
File for separation and protect your rights as a father.
She needs to wake up and get back to reality.
It is both your child. Not just her's.
Put a stop to this B.S.
If she gets angry at you. Record it. If she continues to deny your rights as a father then press hard through the court system.
This is a far more important issue than your marriage. That can be worked on after you work on being in your child's life.
Document. Document. Document.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
