Yesterday, W and I had a great time on our Car ride back from a 1 day vacation with our kids. Talked about alot of things (non R things), i felt a connection (but i know its probably me).
Today, I wanted to tell my W again, how seperating was not a good idea...but i don't want to bring up the R. But i hate the thought how our kids will go through this and ask questions. I am still so confused with her.
I get the Sense, she is starting to get comfortable with me again and on the other hand, she is still determined to move out.....
I got things going with my life(GAL) , right now my main focus is on the kids and how to be the best dad in the world. Work is kind of hard to focus, but getting back in the swing of things.
With the holidays and her birthday coming up...its going to be a rough ride.
For her Birthday, i already planned things out prior to the D-Day, so i will continue with the plans.
I wish spouses who got lost, would realize sometimes it worth it to give one last chance, especially when we LBS, haven't committed physical/verbal abuse, we just simply priortized things differently when we have kids, work, etc. It doesn't mean we don't love our spouses, we got busy and assumed things where okay........
