Journaling / venting ??? Last night W and I are friendly and even a little flirtatious at one point she shares and shows me that she has a new FB friend, an italian male metrosexual model. "He liked some of my photos, I liked some of his." WTF is this? A test or a total slap in my face? I played it off as cool and validated how that must be a nice "ego boost" Is this the next EA. Probably not a PA as he is actually in Italy. But seriously, WTH?
Shortly thereafter we were mutually doing a little laundry, and she slipped and called me "babe" First time she's said that in months. Her pet name for me.
She was into me, in the sense of caring as I wasn't feeling physically good (somewhat due to the FB thing), checking on me and making sure if I needed anything to ask her.
Anyways...feelings now consist of anger, bitterness, resentment, lack of caring in general (even the kids are not keeping me "grounded").
Off to work..oh, and I'm thinking of cancelling my IC appt on Friday, as I don't want to pay to feel bad. ???
