Kimmerz, You will be given the opportunity to apologize to your h at a later time. Right now, he's in his own little world and his attention span will not allow him to focus on what you are saying. Right now, he's not settled enough to truly listen and "absorb" what you are saying.
You will know when the time is right...but it's not now. Sit quietly and be patient...he's not ready to hear what you have to say.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
