It's interesting that he asked about a lawyer. I bet he thinks that my change with my communication is from a lawyer telling me what to say. Guess again buddy...it's all me. Plus help from you all! I do have an appt with a lawyer tomorrow. I don't want to start anything, I just want info and see if I'm doing what I need to right now. My MLC H is unpredictable and I want to be prepared for anything. I do love him with all my heart. I have never stopped loving him thru all this mess. I want him to come home. I love the marriage and family I had.

I would like some advice on what i should ask the lawyer. I have so many things running thru my head. I am a wreck and I haven't had the meeting yet! I'm not telling H I'm going.

I would also like opinions on my last interaction with my H. You all have given such great advice and support. I trust you. What do you think I should do next with H? I really don't want to make him mad. I just want him to think.