Not that I want it to happen
It's all fear! Even Jealousness (CRAZY) that he will be that H I knew and it won't be for me anymore, even though I didn't do anything to lose him.

I know there has to be someone out there for me that would be better that what I have now, but this is what I have now!

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!