I guess I messed up today. Tomorrow is our anniversary, and she texted about holiday plans. Here is the text conversation:
W: We need to talk about Christmas and Thanksgiving Me: Ok W: gave plans Me: agreed Me: Said that I hope she has a good night and day tomorrow. Tomorrow will be hard for me. W: It won't be easy for me. Me: Wish I had a time machine to go back a few years W: Yeah...if it means anything, I'm sorry Me: While we are in legal limbo, would you consider MC again while still living apart? W: Don't see the point Me: We can learn to be godly H and W. W: Past is too bad Me: MC can help us get through the past and work forward. A friend of mine and his wife were in the exact position we are in. They went, and their M is better than ever.
No response.
I think I really messed up, but I honestly felt I had nothing to lose.
Much better.
Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.
