Good about the coaching.

You have to decide what you are able to deal with as far as the OM. If you make a decision that isn't right for you, you'll regret it.

Have you read other threads here, like Alkaline's?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss