Well, as could be expected I've been up and down with my emotions over the last few days. Nothing wild and crazy just a bit, as we say in my world, labile.

I had my IC appt yesterday and I took my journal so she could get the full picture of the R convo. I really want to delve into it more with her, not the specifics so much as my communication skills. I need so much work in that area, not just in this R but with all my R. When a bit nervous I get brain freeze. I'm improving but could still use some work.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss