For me, the loneliness gets tough at times. It's lonely on two levels... 1. that I miss have a romantic relationship and 2. that I specifically miss that R with my H.
No, it's not something I need, but it is definitely something that I want.
It especially hurts knowing that he is going off and doing things that he should be doing with his wife, things he should be doing to enhance and build his M.
And as T so eloquently stated in a previous post, I didn't sign up to be a Buddhist monk in THIS lifetime!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
