Moving the blanket away from the castle

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I must have made life he!! for H over the years. Not understanding my anger, how to control it... how it hurt when i spewed.

Busting,

I am so sorry you had this backslide. But it's over, you realized what you did and you recovered well. It's over now, so please leave it in the past.

It's amazing to me how sometimes you and I go thru similar experiences at the same time.

I just had a huge backslide and spewing episode with my H three days ago - long story and it was very, very painful. I wished I could say, like you, that I am learning to process my emotions and not letting them rule me. In analyzing my behavior, it obviously is not the case with me, but that is not for me to discuss here.

I just wanted to show you my support and thank you for letting me see that it is possible to wrangle this beast. You are proof of it and I hope I can get there some day, since two years and the loss of my H have not been enough to make me achieve this.

(((((Busting)))))