I know what your saying, but hell I was an only child with 2 working parents, A lach key kid.
I need to get the child out in me that's feeling alone again and learn how to be alone as an adult. I can't believe I have to say that after all these yrs of having a partner!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!