I don't know how you do it RH... If i was on the rollercoaster you are on i think i would be holding my head over the side of the car appologizing afterwards to those behind me... I get so emotionally torn up even after spending a few hours of time together (no real closeness).
Keep your focus, D is just a piece of paper that i hope your H will see does not solve his internal turmoil. I am not trying to get your hopes up (stay detatched to protect yourself) but I can hope along with you that at some point he will hit bottom and start waking up.
If you have any of that cheesecake send it my way, i'm down 40 pounds since this all started
I would rather feel pain then never feel at all... Separated 3/2012 T 34 yrs M 27 yrs
