Mlc is not just about blowing money, the op or the little red sports car. It is about a complete personality meltdown and going back in time.
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Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.