Journaling: My h has reached a point were he talks to me all the time now. Constantly telling me what's in his head, why he feels the way he does about life, his plans still to move out so he can be close to work (plus our home feels like a trap, prison)

I find myself floundering with this statement from saying "go then'' to letting him know how I don't approve, to saying nothing.

He takes each one of my ''in the moment'' responses all the same, as if he too has multiple opinions about what he's saying, good and bad.

This is such a jo-jo stage, there is no real conclusion to anything he wants to do, or says he's going to do.

I still need work on myself. I need to go back and relearn how to disregard everything he says. He just seems so matter of fact, like he's in full control.

I feel like I'm spinning out a bit. I am very lonely without my friend, I knew winter weather would bring it on especially cause I get so cold.

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!