In my mind, before and after a meeting i attended, i was still considering about showing my W i cared about her possible pneumonia or severe bronchitis by reaching out to her.
Don't worry, i didn't call.
I actually nearly had myself convinced that due to the distanced contact periods and me not responding to texts, that a reach out caring phone call would come across as a 180 currently.
But, then i remember who she has become since she relapsed and became a serial cheater. So no, i resisted the impulse and it is not a continuous feeling or thought to do so.
Oh well, just journaling some of my thoughts down.
I have some banking business tomorrow and have to bring my son to Catechism class and also remember to vote.
Go ahead, agree or disagree with my pondering if reaching out to express my concern for her would or would not be a 180. I just want to get your feedback to see how i am understanding the reality of that concept.
Ed
Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012
