Well, my W showed up at our S9's karate class tonight and i kept focused only on our sons lessons, with very minimal, but not rude or stand-offish.

She thinks she has a pneumonia now and a part of me wants to reach out to her, but o resisted that impulse.

It's tough, because i still care, but i know my past efforts of being caring didn't seem to matter. Maybe someday she will wake up and see how much i used to be there for her, even when she was pulling away.

Well, let her find out that her OM is at a bar watching MNF and someday she will see how much he cares for her when she is sick.

She noticed the photos of our son getting his Yellow Belt this past Saturday because someone told her about it. I guess that is a small sign that she still sees what our son is achieving without her around. She could have been there too.

Ed


Me, 55 W, 36
T, 10 yrs
S-9
M, 8 yrs
1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa
2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa
W, AA relapse early 2009-Current
W moved out 2-16-2012
New OM 5-2012