Next Step, Moving On

[dorightman]

After two months of hitting a brick wall, and a w that has dug her heels in so deep she won't budge, I believe I will have to move out and start my new life to save myself. My therapist told me that I need to face the reality, that my wife "divorced" me years ago, that I've been in denial, and that I'am gonna die if I don't take myself out and save myself. He said that she needs to do whatever she needs do do by herself, and I need to stop looking at her and receive nothing back from her reflection. Weds we go see him together and I believe it will be our final therapy together. She just isn't interested in reconciliation in any way, shape, or form. She just wants out. It really does feel hopeless while we are both under the same roof, aswel as extremely painful for both of us and our two young children. I can only hope that down the road, maybe she will come around, but I may have moved on by then. G-d only knows....