I am so happy for you! Really! And it touches me that you come back and post to me, Clay.(moldable but with the ability to be strong, beautiful and functional-your name suits you)

I'm coming to terms with things, I'm a bit angry today and I think I need to be. I feel H lied to me for years to save his feelings but tomorrow's a new day. I will work through this.

Keep checking on me, I may need your positive energy in the next few weeks.

Again, I am so happy for you and your kids who get the benefit of new, improved Dad! They must be so happy.

Love ya, Buddy!


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss