its been awhile my friend.. i caught up a bit with you now. the ups and downs are so tough. the ride is no fun. the thing that i am amazed by is your ability to handle it in a pro active way. sure we all have the sad times. its how we deal with them that matters. you deal with things in such an honorable way. you put your words down in a way that touches my heart everytime. i have learned so much from you. thank you. from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
i know i am not the model DBer, yet you never gave up on me. you stuck with me through my denseness and inability to understand things. it's funny cuz you told me one day i would get it..lol well, im still a bit dense but the fog has lifted.
i am proud of you! you figure things out and put them down here for others. i hope that this finds you in good spirits! oh, btw.. i was posting to brit and i realized something. i am no longer heartbroke. i am no longer the persona of Dakota that i had to be in order to help shield myself. i used it for a good reason until i felt emotionally safe inside myself. projecting who i wanted to be, so to speak. the funny thing is, who i wanted to be, is exactly who i am. who i have become...ME!!
