my guru girl!!! how are you? i got my court date for the D. dec 12.. can't come soon enough. STBX is still nuts. i find it hard to care anymore. i'm not letting her bring me down anymore. i had my kids taken by cps on thursday. my daughter said she takes showers with me and has touched my crotch. she is 5 and not as advanced as kids her age. i got emotional but did not lose my cool. i cooperated fully and got the call today saying that they have dropped the case. none of that has ever happened nor will it ever. i spoke highly of ex's parenting skills, to find out she bashed me the whole time. it doesn't even bother me. i know i am an awesome dad who loves his kids more than anything in the world. i refuse to be bitter. i am getting through this slowly but surely. they say you have to be willing to stand in the rain in order to see the rainbow. well i'm going to see it and who knows...there might be a pot of gold waiting for me! lol
