I am learning so much by reading other peoples threads all the way through
MIR, i hope you resurface. You were doing so many correct things, but getting tangled in fear of one potential truth.
I understand the confusion you ate hoing through and wish i used this community sooner for my msrriage recovery, but now the only important task is buolding myself back up and regaining who i am.
Ed
Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012