And then, of course, it gets me thinking about the sitch... about how it's been a month since W and I last spoke... and that conversation was SO huge... but I'm not sure it helped much as far as the sitch goes... (It certainly helped MY attitude and got me to start moving forward a little better)...
So that sense of loneliness is still hanging around... that "I wish W would reach out" voice is louder today than I like... and despite my best efforts, I can't help but think her birthday is but a week away, and even if my heart tells me that I should reach out... my brain (and all of your brains) tells me that's not a good idea.
Hang in there mate. As you said, it's only been a month and although I know that in LBS time that seems like a least a year, in WAS time it's not all that long. Give her time. You've done all you had to do, now she needs to churn it.
Have a nice week.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
