H sent me a text apologizing for what's happened and what's to come. That I don't deserve this and he wishes that I wasn't involved. I'm a good person and not to forget it.
Huh???
I asked if he was ok and he said that he eventually will be but he's been a mess since Sat. I probed a little and he admitted that it's because of his job and some other stuff. I told him that while I didnt' know everything, I understood, noticed thaere was something wrong but didnt' want to press the issue.
H said he almost cracked when leaving and that the stress is reallly getting to him. We texted a bit more and he mentioned that he was burned by leaving his comfort zone.
There was a bit more exchange but he mentioned that he was going this "for self-preservation". I have no idea where he's going with it but in the end, H said he loved me.
I ended the session with love you too and good night.
This morning he came home and jumped right into bed with me and snuggled.
I'm TRYING not to get my hopes up too high but it feels soo good.
Me39 H35 M8 T14 Early 5/12 H FB post re: his love for me. End 5/12 H done trying, writes "Dear John" letter 6/12 Wants D, calls ATTY, no file 1/13 Loves me, wants to try, moves home 3/13 Changes mind
