wishing, Put on your business suit and consider this a business deal. You know how to negotiate for what you want. Do not back down. Leave your emotions at the door and be ready for anything. Don't agree to anything quickly...think about it for a bit and then respond.
Good luck! You will do fine. Leave the emotions at the door!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.