Am I kidding myself.

[reachingHigher]

Hopeful, I certainly feel like I don't know a lot how to act, but it does sound like you did great. No pressure to her, and stayed the right amount of time and all.

She knows you are interested in her. Sounds like she just needs some space and that's so hard on the LBS. I know, I know.

Seems entirely normal to think of wanting to be with someone else. I think of it often, even loving my H dearly. I really believe he is "done", for now, and I don't really want to be alone the rest of my life.

You sound so balanced, loving and forgiving. Maybe your W will wake up one day to see the treasure she has in you. I hope so!