Yesterday -MOVE OUT DAY- I was miserable, of course. BUt I asked (in non-DBing style) if as he was leaving if he could just give me some words of HOPE.

His reply- "I don't want to mislead anybody about preconceived notions of what will or will not happen. So, no, I can't."

I was devastated...I know, I know...

"Believe nothing they say and only 50% of their actions."

I hope he is feeding OW same line, only I doubt it.

All his actions feel like, "I am trying to be responsible (for the kids , for the house, making sure you are okay (in some ways)) so I won't have to feel so guilty about what I'm really doing...setting up my life so eventually (after OW's D is final) she & I can ride off into the sunset together."

Sorry, but his ACTIONS reek of guilt!


M- 18 T-21
S-14,11 & 10
BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA)
H moved out 11-3-2012
10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life.
11-25-13 Jointly filed.