Looking for some vet input about the coldness I am experiencing from w. Wondering where it is coming from? I would consult the book, but I borrowed it to friend that is in a similar sitch.
I know, no expectations, but I am wondering if the venom is coming soon. I actually think it might help, it would be progress. Bring some issues to the table.
I know this is serious stuff, although somehow I find some humor in it. The cage door is wide open, and yet I am not even feeling like a acquaintance of hers. It does make sense that I am the enemy. I have to be in order for her to walk out the door, so in that sense I think I am really starting to understand a WAW.
Wondering if I should even try to break through or just leave her be. When I reflect on how I was for awhile after she left, I feel like a fool trying to be overly nice. Just trying to find the proper balance on the DB tightrope.
It is getting easier to to let her be, as I am coming to terms with a life without her. I would still prefer my life with her and my family under one roof, but I am no longer going downhill. I am starting my ascent up the Mt. Everest of life.
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
