Back on this site help!!

[LisaLost]

Thanks for the replys. I truly appreciate the advice right now. I don't know what to do. I have been through this so many times and it hurts everytime. I don't deserve being his safety net but I have allowed myself to be just that. This pain is horrible. I try my best to keep my composure I am too busy to break down.

I just received a text from him asking if I was home. I have been ignoring alot of his texts lately. I am trying to regain control of myself and my life. Apparently, this means that I am dating someone. He thinks that while he had our children today that I was with someone else. Not true at all. I haven't bothered even entertaining his words. He text me he was bringing the kids home earlier than usual and I didn't respond. He text me 3 more times asking if I was home or with my "boyfriend" ( what the heck) once he dropped them off he text again asking if I was home. I didn't answer as I was busy with kids. When I checked my phone again it had 4 missed texts from him. They all basically said for me to have a good night with "him" and he hoped I was happy and that he hoped we could just be friends. Why do this? He knows this is so hard on me. He left me for a 25 year old. He is 38. I am 37. This really hurts.

Yes I know DB and DR is for me first and that's why I am here. I need to put some of these techniques back in my life because they helped me tremendously in the past. I need to post here alot and hopefully be able to help others with the things I have learned from DB.

Thanks everyone