Labug, I don't really know what I want. I am starting to realize from doing some research that this might not be all my fault like H claims. I am embarrassed to admit it but it seems like it's emotional abuse. I have never seen it that way before but all the signs seem to point to it.

I am lost

Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12