CG advises Strict LEANING BACK MODE for me MKB - let him initiate
It's going to be tough but I will feel much better if I let go

- I really can't deal with no replies and if he asks why I haven't been in contact i will say just that.
- If he texts me I will answer in similar words - we will go back to Wendylon counting.

There have been no consistent good mornings or night,night texts since last wks date.
monday - none just stuff about the car
tuesday - none
wednesday - he txt night,night - i stayed silent
thursday - i txt good morning - he stayed silent - i txt about chatting that night - he phoned
friday - he hung out at house a.m - kissed me on the lips - & said he'd call that night - didn't
saturday - i txt admin question - silence
sunday - i txt about internet - he phoned

i know people say there's progress but i just don't see it (IDQ is whispering "it's just not good enough")
i know we had our date last week and hung out on friday morning but now the texting has got erratic
i don't want to focus on it too much as i will get my panties in a bunch. I want to get back to where i was - focusing on me
in fact i need to focus on me to work out whisky tango foxtrot i want

I love Opera. Well, I love Puccini and Verdi (Italian operas). I love the experience of having the live orchestra and I love the emotion in the women's voices. I get swept away in it. I get lost in it. I have tears openly rolling down my face and I don't care. The man next to me last night, looked over at me twice as I dabbed my eyes. At the last one I attended, the gent next to me gave me his hankerchief! I listen to the Opera when I'm cleaning unless I'm having a Janis Joplin day!

I will have to get my atlas out to see where the Appalachian mountains are...