ahhh!!! today was a bad one trying to keep my family out of it but i am the youngest and every time i say I am going to do everything I can to save my marriage everyone attacks.

this is so hard. they say i am pushing all of them away for someone who doesn't care about me but i am not trying to I am just trying to keep them informed of my choice. and that I don't want him trashed I don't want them involved I just want to try and fix this without guilt from others. I know he hurt me do they think I need them to tell me that?

I hate fighting with them I feel so isolated but want to spend time with people but others only want to pry and lecture me when i say I still love him

Any one else have this problem and maybe a better way to handle it.

m: 32 H:33
T:7
M:4


7/12 says he might want out
8/12 find out about ow he wants a D
9/12 he says he loves me not here wants me back
9/12 he pull away
11/12 still separated