Stop this crazy train I want to get off!!!

[wishing, hoping]

So another dip on the roller coaster. H went to that wedding reception with OW and their picture is posted all over Facebook by another niece who is also friends with me (or so I thought).

I don't know what bothers me more? The reality of them together and not being ashamed or the fact his niece posted the picture knowing full well I would see it?

I need to dig deep and the best reaction is no reaction but it still ticks me off. I need to dig deep. Hanging on and praying a lot for God to get me through.