Yeah you are all right. I don't deserve this and my kids don't either. I try to set a good example for my kids and this is the one area I don't show them strength. I don't know why I accept this from him. I know that I apparently have veryow self esteem. I also feel so rejected. I enjoy him not being here bc everyone walked on eggshells and we were miserable. It just really hurts that he left me and is so happy with his new gf. I am left struggling with kids and bills and he gets all the fun. I know I am whining.
This ow is so cruel towards me and rubs it in my face that she took my H. She likes to say that he may have been a cheater before but things will be different with her and he is finally happy with her.
I am just hurt and lost. What should I do to pick myself up?
Me:37 H:38 6 kids first bomb 8/05 (ow involved) piecing 7/06 second bomb 3/07 ow involved wash rinse repeat.... huge move to start over 2/11 more affairs H left for good 8/12
