Okay so I'd really like advice again, please. H called again tonight. He said he will be home on time tomorrow and he will pick me and the kids up to go to dinner. (McDonalds)(I had not said i will go, I said we will see what happens) Anyway he said he just wanted to spend time with the kids. I told him that if he wanted to spend time with the kids, the he can just take them if he wanted. He said no they will be happy for us all to spend a little bit of time together.

He is right there but I'm worried about them getting the wrong idea. I don't want them to get their hopes up. Also I am worried about me.
I'm still detaching, I know I can still see him and detach but it's harder.
I have no expectations but I know that hope might become heightened.

Also I am nervous about seeing him. Strange feeling...I don't know why I feel nervous. Kinda feels like a job interview type nerves.
I do want to go but it just feels strange. Do I act like friends? Business associates? I just don't know.

M: 29, H: 31
D: 9
S: 8
T: 13 Y
M: 9 Y
ILYBIDKIILWY 12/09/2012
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Worrying does not empty tomorrow
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