Well, here I am closing yet another thread on this still-hard-to-believe journey through hell. This present thread was about holding on to something which is in motion with the sole purpose of throwing me off. I guess there is an art in that and one might be able to do it forever but to what end?
Right now, I have been holding on, swaying with the rhythm, taking every jolt and jerk as smoothly as I could but with every bump and shake, the pain now intensifies and although I have the rhythm down, I realize this bull ain’t going nowhere.
With every cheer of the ever growing crowd our operator is getting greedier and is nowhere near pulling the switch. As long as there is something in it for the operator, this mechanical bull will go on and there will come a time when I’ll just have to let go. So now, I’m taking control of my situation by choosing to get off, as gracefully as my aching bones will allow, and with a swift jump, hopefully land on my feet for the next step in this journey.
Thanks you all for your kind words, your advice and your comments. I'm certain I wouldn't have made it this far without you.
Please don't give up on me. I'm learning slowly but I am learning as you will see when you visit my new thread at the following link:
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
