He's Just Not That Into You

[RegretfulLA]

Well, I had a good time at the party but now all the negative effects of the alcohol are kicking in and I probably just undid 2 months of positive changes.

I started giving H a hard time and told him to sleep on the pull out bed, and he pushed back... then I gave in and I'm in the guest room. I guess I am getting used to it in here.

I couldn't let anything drop tonight. He swears that POW is just a friend but I still don't really believe it. But then he said "This is not how someone who wants to get back together acts" and I said I was just really upset and tried to get my sh!t together. Then I tried to apologize and even though he said he accepted it I didn't feel that he did, and I freaked out again. I felt the walls go up and just didn't like that very much.

I have been an awful DBer tonight!