WAW Spouce wife says she is not in love with me.

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I need some advice. How do I let go? I just don't know what to do anymore. I tried online dating and have only been on a few. I am not sure if women are not responding cause I am telling the truth that I am separated and have 2 kids or just not interested.
The other issue I have is the 6 dates I have gone on I felt no attraction to the women at all. Not like I did when I first met my ex. I think this and it just brings everything back up.

We took our kids trick or treating tonight along with a divorced friend of hers with her daughter. Our kids play together. We spoke sporadically throughout the hour we were together. One thing my ex said to me is that my son is picking up things I say or how I feel about there home. My old condo. I don't really say anything bad about dbag in front of my son. If my son brings him up I just say uh huh and not respond. I don't like the guy he is a piece of trash. As for the condo I don't go in because it is still too hard, there is nothing for me there. I also don't want to be seen by old neighbors and be a carnival side show. Plus she has a cat now and I am allergic to cats so why would I put myself through that?
Going through another roller coaster I guess. All I want is to be happy.