He just left. Before he left, he asked me if I needed a new computer..which I do. I said yes. I asked him what kind he was thinking of getting me and he said a gateway. I was stunned.

I had just got done telling him how sorry I was for everything I had put him through over the years. I had just finished telling him how much I loved him and how bad I felt about losing him now that I was better. I had just told him that I wanted him to know that I knew how much he had loved me and done for me throughout the years.

And he responds by offering to buy me a new computer....his love language is gift giving....he has always tried to buy things for me to show me he loves me..

but then he left rather abruptly...and it was obvious that he did not want to be hugged or touched so I did not ask to hug him when he left...I just gave him space and said thanks for doing the driveway...he will be over on Monday before he leaves for work...I will thank him for the offer to buy the computer then...I was really to stunned to thank him today...


I am responsible for my own happiness.