Not sure where we are going

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Good Afternoon,
Well W has been home since Wednesday night after her short hiatus at my Mom's. She has been mostly pleasant, and has even planned dinner and a family movie tonight with all of us. I don't think anything has changed but at least it does not seem as tense. I am working on GAL and detaching and have not brought up our M at all. I spent most of the summer taking a hard and honest look at my part of our issues and am working hard at changing the part of me that can be improved. That said I have come to the conclusion that I am good husband a good father. It is sad to go through this but I pray eveyday that my W finds her happiness and if it is to be with me great but if not I know I will be OK. I do worry about how this is going to affect S8. He was pretty verbal about not liking going between our house and my Mom's when she stayed over there. I struggle a little with expectation but am working on it as well....my go to prayer right now is "God grant me the serentiy....to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the differance...